P R O F I L E
Name : meoww58
Age : 23
Sex : Femme
Nationality:Singaporean
Burfday: 5th August
Zodiac:Leo
Hobbies:Travel,Watching movies,Shopping Sprees,Photography,Travel,Islands,Landmarks,
Lazing at the beach, Read,Star Gazing,Swim
L I K E S
Cats, in facts animals & nature in general
Scuba Diving
Marine Life
Learning Languages
Sunrise n sunsets
Adrenaline rushes
Chocolates
D I S L I K E S
Being sick and dependent on medication
Being financially unstable
Hypocrites
Laksa
August 19, 2005
Well, my dive trip was fun and interesting..it was also definitely an eye opener.....lived life back to the basics, and as I lay down by the beach 1 day to tan all by myself..Suddenly I remininsced the past events in my life....
I've realised how pampered I was with the luxuries of life, how sheltered I was in my life despite me having thoughts that I was an independent individual, it made me consider not only to do some soul searching but to validate what I truly want in my life, what have I achieved in life, and the contents of my personal life....
How i may have have hurt others 4 my bluntness when all I wanted was to save them from going thru Hurt,
How I may seem insensitive n oblivious 2 other's feelings even when they might b sincere of their feelings, which is actually sparing them frm another heartbreak,
How my personality has gradually changed over time,
How I was building high walls with metal gates and pricks n thorns around me where even a brush thru it will prick a heart,
How I have slammed the doors and locked up my heart,
How little people do ever know or understood me, the saddest part of all cos Since it's acclaimed that u do even after all these years....
How much care n concern and warmth of love I have received from the people around me, be it my family, close friends or friends....I luv u guyss sooo muchZZ
How scared i am just to let my guard down even for a second,
How Im 2 comfy in my own comfort zone...
With the past experiences in my Life, the bending and steep roads of my path,
People with whom I met or get acquainted with in the past years,
Taught me much in Life..
Not only does that make me emotionally stronger but Sumhow made me who I am now
Along the way in any part of my journey in Life, If I were 2 hurt anyone or their feelings..I am sorry...If I do stumble, please do not worry...I will definitely pick myself up...
Despite all those pain & hurt,I too have realised how Lucky of a person I was despite my shortcomings..
Well, U can say my trip was a self- reflecting one....
It's been a long time since I had that much laughter..
So I'm thankful to GOD for the space he gave me to experience Life..
Life is a rollercoaster, with the thrills, risks, mixed feelingsss, challenges, responsiblities.....
But I am grateful to have the chance to live it despite it all
Ps: Pics of the trip will be posted once I get my hands on it ok?
posted @ 9:28 AM
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WELCOME To My Butterfly Escapade!
Click on any of the butterflies below to navigate through the pages. Enjoy!
I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.
It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.
Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?
Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.
* Reach me & I'll try to get back to u As soon as I can or u can leave ur comments at my taggie *
... meoww58 ...