P R O F I L E
Name : meoww58
Age : 23
Sex : Femme
Nationality:Singaporean
Burfday: 5th August
Zodiac:Leo
Hobbies:Travel,Watching movies,Shopping Sprees,Photography,Travel,Islands,Landmarks,
Lazing at the beach, Read,Star Gazing,Swim
L I K E S
Cats, in facts animals & nature in general
Scuba Diving
Marine Life
Learning Languages
Sunrise n sunsets
Adrenaline rushes
Chocolates
D I S L I K E S
Being sick and dependent on medication
Being financially unstable
Hypocrites
Laksa
November 29, 2005
Since the very start of yesterday, i just cant seem to wait for 5.30, which is the time to knock off..Bought some candies n chocs for each class...Specifically told them to pass to the kids on my behalf..Even on my very last day, the words on her mouth didnt change..Oh well, just agreed on laa..No mood or strength to squabble..I want to just enjoy my last few hours there to the max..
Kids r suddenly adorable, k1 kids whom i taught last yr gave me personalised cards which they duictated to their teacher what they want to tell me and she helped them to say the spelling of each words...As i read each card one by one, my tears welled up, one by one came n hugged me after giving me their card..then I burst out crying, Which I don't mean to..Promised myself not to cry in front of them..But yeah I did, My 3 yr old came over and asked why i was crying and went to take a tissue to wipe away my tears and gave me another hug...ok then came the k2s, among all approx 6 shed tears too, they whispered that they are going to miss me and That they luv me..
So i cried, then the kids cried, and so did the teachers.... I thought it was damn simple to walk away from a path that U carved for a couple of years, but it was Difficult....
As in yesterday, I will close a chapter of my life, But that doesnt mean that I will forget every single one of U..
Will be missing U aLL and Always Remember that U do have a place in my Heart..
*Muaackks*
FrenDships resides in the Heart, eventhough I may not see U everyday or talk to U every single minute..U know I am just a phonecall away..
posted @ 9:47 AM
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I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.
It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.
Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?
Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.
* Reach me & I'll try to get back to u As soon as I can or u can leave ur comments at my taggie *
... meoww58 ...