P R O F I L E
Name : meoww58
Age : 23
Sex : Femme
Nationality:Singaporean
Burfday: 5th August
Zodiac:Leo
Hobbies:Travel,Watching movies,Shopping Sprees,Photography,Travel,Islands,Landmarks,
Lazing at the beach, Read,Star Gazing,Swim
L I K E S
Cats, in facts animals & nature in general
Scuba Diving
Marine Life
Learning Languages
Sunrise n sunsets
Adrenaline rushes
Chocolates
D I S L I K E S
Being sick and dependent on medication
Being financially unstable
Hypocrites
Laksa
November 27, 2005
Tommorow will be my last day at work....The thought saddens me, to leave the kids, the dear teachers, parents whom have been supportive throughtout my 3 n half yrs there...What dissapoints me is this is the treatment i received after putting much hard effort in the past...
Oh well, its a matter of priciple of life...no matter how badly anyone treats U, let it be..God above is the fair one..To some, I may be an idiot to do what Im doing, where my dignity is concerned and the realisation that its time for me to move on...I may be a small pea, lose out cos im no rich kid but I believe what I have is moral values that this aint' right at all, having a beautiful soul matters... that's No way to treat a staff..days after days of confrontation made me realise It was Definitely a Personal Issue..As u told me God bless U, I pray the same 4 u...This whole ordeal shows me who truly cares and show concern over me and who just shrugss and push me away from my troubles..Im sorry to all if i've been a bitch or I ever did throw my temper around or said things that hurt..at anyone, anytime?...It may be an excuse, but I'm definitely not in the correct mind..wasnt coping well with what happened at first..needed medication to put me to sleep, Valium to be exact, had migraine attacks that numbs me from being able to function at all for a min or two in 2-3 hrs interval of each attack..But hell yeah, I have jolted up from my WEARY days..And shall look at what happened in a positive way...it's time for me to move on anyway, here Im damn stagnant and I hate that..Time for me get myself equipped with more skills to make a better educator.
Now I want to start afresh at a new centre, and if I have to work a extra mile or work harder, I would definitely go that far..What I aim to be is to learn from this pricey lesson, and make full use of it then it;s all worth it.
I'll make sure I'd be SOMEBODY someday, A professional educator not only validated by her qualifications or certificates but the level of knowledge and expereince...
Thanks for the constant moral support and the trust and beliefs that I'm not what I'm accused of..
U know who U are..
Let bygones be bygones....i shall now walk ahead and never turn around and look back..and take it just like another nightmare..I realised my deep thinker and analyst attitude are my weakness yet my strength too..I've pampered myself too much, will escape from stress and deep thoughts by planning for a trip but due to some constraints now, I can't go for one..not even a short getaway........ :(
Can a baddie just kidnap me and whisk me away to some island and leave me stranded there for a year..But i have some requests first, mst hv clothes, umbrella, a phone...what else yeah.. Then i just learn the survival skills..I'd be happy enough to be on an island all by myself or maybe I'll get too bored talking to myself..hehe...
posted @ 2:07 PM
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I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.
It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.
Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?
Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.
* Reach me & I'll try to get back to u As soon as I can or u can leave ur comments at my taggie *
... meoww58 ...