...Butterfly Dreams...

P R O F I L E
Name : meoww58
Age : 23
Sex : Femme
Nationality:Singaporean
Burfday: 5th August
Zodiac:Leo
Hobbies:Travel,Watching movies,Shopping Sprees,Photography,Travel,Islands,Landmarks,
Lazing at the beach, Read,Star Gazing,Swim
L I K E S
Cats, in facts animals & nature in general
Scuba Diving
Marine Life
Learning Languages
Sunrise n sunsets
Adrenaline rushes
Chocolates
D I S L I K E S
Being sick and dependent on medication
Being financially unstable
Hypocrites
Laksa

August 29, 2006

Feelings of both to behave rationally or emotionally
Partaking my fear & to stand strong
Lies right beneath me this very minute
To shed tears
A zillion tears will never be able to alter it
But why do I still do so?
Vulnerability?
Where has all the zest & strength gone?
To brush it all off
And walk with my head high in the air
Ready for this cold world,
Where judgements are passed in a snap of fingers
Soon it'll be time to have a whiff of pungency
Cos Life was never "a bed of roses"
And so they claimed
Life can be unforgiving
Time can be forgetful
We can't have it all always
So we must be able to LEARN to adapt to Life's challenges
To ride the rollercoaster
For the sake of the dearest ones
Taking in stride to inhale & embrace the stale odour
Even if I were to need to choke on it
I will survive it aLL
Insyaallah
For her
For him
For them
and Me.
Till then,
I'll recollect all the strength there is in me.

posted @ 12:28 AM
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I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.

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... meoww58 ...