Part of my load of assignments is done due 2 the courtesy of a good pal n the goodwill of the family..
Thanks to them, time spent stressing over the thoeries n contents of my mini research was well spent...
I was down with stomach flu on friday, slept the whole day without eating as whatever I ate would just be thrown up so there's nothing much left in me...
Saturday, i did a closure for my mini rearch topic...in the comfort of a warm nest which exudes love and warmth which I never felt before... :)
The chats we had took me away from the stress I was facing whenever I did assignments...
Sunday, I was in touch with the nature, went to Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserves and then to Kranji Reservoir to fish...I caught 3 little fishes but I think the fishes slipped due to the shrill of my voice..Im like a kid when Im all excited or hyped up...Oh well, I still get to catch an eel n a cute lil flower crab that people normally use to make chilli crabs.Is it called a flower crab?
..that lil crab is in my fish tank now..hhehe..Fishing takes a lot of patience man!!!! Im used to going fishing with my dad n normally he'd set up all the fishing rods n all, so all I did was just throw it in the sea..But I learnt sumthing that day...N yeah hopefully 1 day i reaali manage to be more quick witted in future other than allowing those fishes to eat my bait n swim away.....
anyway, hopefully it's a start to more fishing sessions..With the right clique, fishing can be fun too!!!
OK since Im on leave today, although my plans r already altered...I told myself no work or stress for me today...so its all pamper me treats 4 me...i wish..i wish...lips sealed..I wonder whether in the next 2 months I would ever get another chance to get a breather away from work or school again..I've been wanting to have that walk by the beach solitudely.....Water just seems to calms me somehow..that sound of waves n the breeze...
When will I get that chance??? * sigh*
Something to ponder:
" When emotions defeat logic, U stand to lose out much in Life"
posted @ 3:11 PM
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September 24, 2005
*Just wanted to congraluate my dearest Gee and Nizam on their new-born baby girl*
Ps: Will try my best to drop by Gleaneagles soon!!! CANt wait 2 see who she looks like!!
posted @ 3:51 PM
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| There is a storm in my heart It tears my inside apart I am bleeding and I am hurt Like a wingless little bird Then it turns dark And for a moment I see The pain that was inside of me And on a journey I embark In search of answers In search of truth In search of understanding In search of you My guiding star in darkness Like a little stream in the desert Everything about you seems flawless But that is what causes the hurt Your perfect features do not belong to me You do not deserve my chains You need to live and see What it means to be free So spread your wings and fly away For I can not fulfill your dream But if you should fall one day I'll guide you and be that little stream So go and discover it all And know that wherever you go Whatever you do and might feel The only thing you need to do is call |
posted @ 3:41 PM
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I Can See The Pain |
| I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall. I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new. Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever. Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see. We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't. I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it all We will be older and finally be able to see That love will stand the test of time and never fall. |
posted @ 3:35 PM
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September 19, 2005
I rushed from work to school today...
worried that I might miss an important lecture...
When i stepped in the centre, I searched around the doors for the class that I am attending today...How come there's nobody familiar today..
Then I was greeted by the receptionist..."Huh, U didnt know?? The lecturer is on mc today and there's no lecture...Didnt U receive a call just now??"
I shook my head..."Can I just check with u ur hp no?" "9********?"
That was my old number...In my heart didnt I give them my new hp no??
But then I just exclaimed, Hmmm, thats my old no, pls call me at this number instead...
Bummer...Rushed myself for nothing...n yeah did i give my new no???
So here I am checking my mails and doing my research in the centre...
Tough to get my research when I have no internet access at home...
I've just got news abt the concert decor...Oh my oh my....Started practising 4 the concert item..
Training 3 years old to sing n dance is Tough mann...esp the boysss.....
So many things to doooo.....
thats it for now...
anythg jst tag me...
will try 2 reply as soon as I get it n yeah if I do have the time n place to check my blog...
heheh...
Sowiee....
posted @ 7:41 PM
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Gift Of The Seagull
by Munda
A lonely seagull flies the winds
Majestic... soaring...gliding wings
A single screech sounds from the sky
Come fly with me... come here and fly
My spirit floats to be a part
I feel the beating of its heart
My soul, one with this bird of sea
Now knows the meaning to fly free
I feel the winds caress my soul
And soar the streams without a goal
My being trembles of delight
A treasure I received tonight
The seagull's flight of soaring high
The gift of what it means to fly
posted @ 7:33 PM
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September 17, 2005
After a talk with the Academic Director of my centre, she agrees to allow me to fit in another module into my 3rd semester...Thus, it's back to a 4 day sch week for me....
New assignments deadlines are finalised, 3 in hand in the mean time..2 observation assignments...1 basely individual assignment and the other is 1 group and 1 individual assignment...
The other one is a mini-research...which links to the Child Study...
Hmmm...guess i shall have to say Hellooo to insufficient sleep, lack of personal time n now I need my internet connection ASAP!!!!
Insyaallah 3 more months of hard labour n sacrifice, I will graduate with my Diploma in PreSchool Teaching...N then i can give myself a much needed HOLIDAY...either a diving trip or just a HOLidayyyy....
My time has to be managed wisely since I have a lot to juggle at the mean time..
Work deadlines are also catching up on me...
Im still toying around with this dilemma in my brain but havent got that courage to face it...for certain circumstances...
But yeahhh i will definitely strive harder, but when the time comes and I still have this feeling, I definitely have to do something about it!!! Whether I like it or not!
So more whining posts to come in the near 3 mths or sooo......
:P
Just bear with it for now...
Recent Movie watched: The Cave 8/10
Want to watch: Into the blue, April Snow, The Longest Yard, Perfect Catch, A Bittersweet Life
I have no idea whether I'd have the time to watch all those movies in the 1st place...wishfully thinking...
A Phrase to share with u:
Whatever U can do or dream U can,
Begin it.
Boldness has genius, power and magic in it..
Begin it now....
* May this phrase aspire those of U to grab hold of UR Chances, unearth ur hidden talents and strive ur best n work hard to achieve Ur dreams...Nothing is impossible unless U programmed ur brain to believe it is...*
Oh yeah, Hepi Mid Autumn Festival to those who celebrates it, dont forget the lanterns n mooncakes...
Highlights:
F1 U.I.M. World Championship
Marina Bay Grand Prix
16-25th Sept 2005
F1 PowerBoat Championship, Jet ski(Asia Watercross), Motocross,
FMX Stunt Shows...
Tix are available at all SMRT stations at $15...
*I want to go!!*
hmphh...well shall go n have my lunch now..
*smile always people*
posted @ 4:37 PM
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My teacher takes good care of me,
My teacher likes to read to me,
She makes me laugh and sings me songs,
She tells me what is right and wrong.
I'm learning all my ABCs
And counting all my 123s
But most of all I luv to see
The great big smiles she has for me.
Teachers we luv u
Thank u for all the things U do,
Teachers, we're happy to see,
That is U who is loving me...
This song is dedicated to all teachers, tutors, or any form of teacher in the different aspects of occupation...
U have made learning worth the stress, time consumed and U mould the future in ur own hands..
A HEPI BELATED TEACHERS DAY 2 U!!!!
My teacher's day was celebrated for 3 days...
A day at chevron's chalet
Dinner at Swensen's
Dip by the pool n furo bath at parkview condo....
*SMILES*
posted @ 4:24 PM
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September 11, 2005
A man jumped down yesterday morning at my centre's block...believed to be a middle aged indian man...he practicaally dropped in front of the k2 class...jumped frm the 11th floor if im not wrong..head crashed onto the pavement, the rest of his body on the grass..blood splatterd everywhere...handphones, wallet, watch all over the area....Kids were distracted with the wailing family members at the window..the scary thg was my N1 kids kept staring blankly at the window like they are gazing at something so intently at the window, when i asked them what they were looking at as i saw nothing there...they still continued staring..till the extent i had bring down the curtains...sighh
For whatever reasons he may have done that, I wished he thought twice and not do what he did..Life is to be experienced n appreciated but not to be forsaken whenever u face a stumble...I wish my condolences to the family...
Another issue was that a woman's head and limbs were found in plastic bags at Orchard MRT during the lunch hour ystdy,She was believed to be a Philiphine national...the rest of her body was found in the Macritchie Reservoir..Another mutilated murder case...
*sigh* Where is all the love in the world???
Side track a bit.....
N1 boy: teacher, teacher....why she dont have a penis?
Teacher: Cos she is a girl...Girls dont have penis...change topic
OMG....3 yr old askg me that...caught reaaly off guard
Children..children......
posted @ 12:41 AM
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September 7, 2005
the island atmosphere at 5am.
my 1st dive in the deep sea...equalizing my ears...
Giant Yuma Clam..
The nemos hiding at the sea anemones..
The open water exam......me n the 2 guys being grilled on our open water skills..
Mask clearing procedure..
Fishessssss
Feeding them.
Experienced the out of air situation...my tank was left with 40 bars...
4 blokes and 3 princesses off the fishing boat.. What a week!! Phew.. :P
posted @ 1:37 AM
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