Here we sit at 2 a. m.
wondering once again,
if we will be here tomorrow,
wondering,
how we can hate each other so much.
We watch our satellite TV and
just when we think we've got the world in our hands,
our lives and existence are in danger once more
Here we sit in out ignorance,
our world is the only one we know and
we don't even try to understand those
that live on our planet
yet outside our world
We take no time to stop,
to see that the things we value
are the very things keeping us
all apart with our accusing hypocritical fingers
We sit here trying to help
where no help is wanted,
taking the most precious things
that we were trying to preserve
The flocks don't know
the herd doesn't know
but the ones who do,
fight like jealous 5 yearolds in the sandbox.
We sit here hoping,
some praying,
some wishing,
some longing+loving+hating,
but it might just be too late now to save anyone
so you'd better save yourself....
Sirens in the night, facades in the day
play the game,
keep everything running
just as it should
instead of living like this
could be the last day of your life . . .
and this
could be the last day . . .
of your life.
posted @ 9:06 PM
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October 13, 2005
It's been nearly 3 & half years since I had a job interview...Suddenly, it feels weird..
I had a job interview in a preschool centre earlier on...My 1st after years agooo....
Atmosphere: Stuffy, Congested, Horrible looking curtains..*gates* GATES in the middle of the classroom? what's the gates for>>?? Lock up children?
Staff: Unfriendly, haggard n tired looking, principal; doesnt look approachable, the cant be bothered kind..
Distance: approx 45 mins- 1hour from Home, 5 bus stops from Boon Lay..
Bus waiting time: Lembab (v.slow)
Conclusion?????
And so ok, the principal said she will call me back for a 2nd interview with the Board of Directors...
Mind is all made up. Hopefully the biggest obstacle goes on smoothly next month...Here's to even more interviews till i find a better place... With a positive and stimulating environment that offers me chances or opportunities to groom myself and extend my level of knowledge..I in hope that I could depart that extended knowledge to the children I teach in future..Learning is a two way process..Even from a child, U can learn a lot..As for me I will continue in upgrading myself as an Educator as I want to sit down one day and Validate that I not only have the qualifications to teach but also that flair to be able teach and guide the young minds.
BTW anyone interested in SCUBADIVING, Paul Walker, Jessica Alba..GO watch Into the Blue..
BeautifuUUL underwater scenes...
I miss island life, lazing at beaches, the beauty of the underwater world...When will my nxt dive trip be?? Wonder when?
I want a HOLIdaYYYYYY!!!!
I promise once I've settled in my new job, I'll go away for a getaway or holiday or whatever u want 2 call it...OUt of s'pore... :)
Anw, I passed my refresher 1st ad course ystdy..Learning 1st aid suddenly came n went like a breeze..
Soo relaxed n stress free....3 years ago I mugged like what 2 study the theoretical stuffs on bandaging n diff types of wounds..Preschool teachers are to be certified 1st aiders u see...But now, i'm even afraid to show my new 1st aid License...as I dun feel i've learnt enough or given much opportunities 2 attempt CPR...
Things to do:
1. Instrumental Test Draft by 17th Oct 05
2. Progress Report Draf, Concert Decor.
3. Plan my 2006.
4. Clear up all my assessment books, cds at wrk.
*5. Settle the things.
6. Shop for new shoes, bags, baju raya...the list goes on and on. Flip phone, new hair colour, new hairstyle?
7. Get a new job!!!
8. Finish up all my remaining assignments n those in time to come..
9. Get a centre for my practicum.
10. Book myself a spa retreat or shopping retreat to BKK or somewhere....After's all been done..
posted @ 9:05 PM
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October 10, 2005
Children's day Celebration..
These r some of the K2 kids...Mind u, a k2 boy actually snapped this pic using my digi-cam.
I so Like this Picture!!!!!
Thats my children's day celebration..ate n ate n ate....
posted @ 12:29 AM
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October 5, 2005
To all the muslims all over the world, Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa..
posted @ 10:17 PM
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