August 30, 2006
Sesungguhnya hidup ini penuh dengan ujian dan cubaan,
Jika ia tidak diuji mahupun dicuba,
Maka kita tidak akan sedar keasliannya,
Aku redha dan berserah.
posted @ 10:54 PM
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August 29, 2006
Feelings of both to behave rationally or emotionally
Partaking my fear & to stand strong
Lies right beneath me this very minute
To shed tears
A zillion tears will never be able to alter it
But why do I still do so?
Vulnerability?
Where has all the zest & strength gone?
To brush it all off
And walk with my head high in the air
Ready for this cold world,
Where judgements are passed in a snap of fingers
Soon it'll be time to have a whiff of pungency
Cos Life was never "a bed of roses"
And so they claimed
Life can be unforgiving
Time can be forgetful
We can't have it all always
So we must be able to LEARN to adapt to Life's challenges
To ride the rollercoaster
For the sake of the dearest ones
Taking in stride to inhale & embrace the stale odour
Even if I were to need to choke on it
I will survive it aLL
Insyaallah
For her
For him
For them
and Me.
Till then,
I'll recollect all the strength there is in me.
posted @ 12:28 AM
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August 27, 2006
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind
Behind
Where trouble melts like lemondrops
High above the chimney tops
That's where U'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
posted @ 11:31 AM
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August 26, 2006
a DisturBing Revelation
Be Strong my heart.
Only God knows how I'm feeling now!
posted @ 2:33 PM
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August 24, 2006
the alternative,
just less than 3 weeks away,
away from the hustles & bustles,
back to the nature,
Insyaallah,
It will be definitely be an insight for me..
Everything will be Okay!
posted @ 11:48 PM
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August 22, 2006
forget about the map readings,
the anticipation,
let's just forget about it.
foiled plans,
that's what they are now.
it happened not once,
but twice this year.
so i'll just have to pack my bags,
and seek my own solace.
cos I'm in Need,
need of my silence & tranquility,
the buzz & excitement.
not here,
but out of here.
*period*
posted @ 9:45 PM
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August 20, 2006
Little I ask; my wants are few;
I only wish a hut of stone,
(A very plain brown stone will do,)
That I may call my own;
And close at hand is such a one,
In yonder street that fronts the sun.
Plain food is quite enough for me;
Three courses are as good as ten;
If Nature can subsist on three,
Thank Heaven for three. Amen!
I always thought cold victual nice;
My choice would be vanilla-ice.
I care not much for gold or land;
Give me a mortgage here and there,
Some good bank-stock, some note of hand,
Or trifling railroad share,
I only ask that Fortune send
A little more than I shall spend.
Honors are silly toys, I know,
And titles are but empty names;
I would, perhaps, be Plenipo,
But only near St. James;
I'm very sure I should not care
To fill our Gubernator's chair.
Jewels are baubles; 't is a sin
To care for such unfruitful things;
One good-sized diamond in a pin,
Some, not so large, in rings,
A ruby, and a pearl, or so,
Will do for me; - I laugh at show.
My dame should dress in cheap attire;
(Good, heavy silks are never dear;)
I own perhaps I might desire
Some shawls of true Cashmere,
Some marrowy crapes of China silk,
Like wrinkled skins on scalded milk.
I would not have the horse I drive
So fast that folks must stop and stare;
An easy gait - two forty-five
Suits me; I do not care;
Perhaps, for just a single spurt,
Some seconds less would do no hurt.
Of pictures, I should like to own
Titians and Raphaels three or four,
I love so much their style and tone,
One Turner, and no more,
(A landscape, - foreground golden dirt,
The sunshine painted with a squirt.)
Of books but few, - some fifty score
For daily use, and bound for wear;
The rest upon an upper floor;
Some little luxury there
Of red morocco's gilded gleam
And vellum rich as country cream.
Busts, cameos, gems, such things as these,
Which others often show for pride,
I value for their power to please,
And selfish churls deride;
One Stradivarius, I confess,
Two Meerschaums, I would fain possess.
Wealth's wasteful tricks I will not learn,
Nor ape the glittering upstart fool;
Shall not carved tables serve my turn,
But all must be of buhl?
Give grasping pomp its double share,
I ask but one recumbent chair.
Thus humble let me live and die,
Nor long for Midas' golden touch;
If Heaven more generous gifts deny,
I shall not miss them much,
Too grateful for the blessing lent
Of simple tastes and mind content!
posted @ 7:52 PM
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August 15, 2006
Finale of the Fireworks Festival
by the Esplanade
It was a beautiful 15mins of fireworks..
Despite the long wait,
despite my camera batteries went kaput on me,
despite the encounter with ugly Singaporeans,
despite witnessing people trying to have a mass suicide,
despite it all,It was Fun!
posted @ 6:21 PM
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Thanks to my birthday month..
I received an sms saying that during month of Aug, there'd be 50% disc of all hair services...
So here's my new hair-do..
posted @ 6:19 PM
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Alhmdullilah, I turned 23 happily.
It was fun & full of unexpected suprises..
From the picturesque evening, celebration at work, dinner at Samar, Seafood Suprise by Dad..
what more can I ask?
*hugs*
Thanks everyone for making my birthday a memorable one..
posted @ 4:56 PM
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August 13, 2006
6th August 2006
2.30pm
The Akad Nikah
Congratulations to the both of u..
Happy belated 6th year anniversary
Semoga ikatan ini kekal abadi..
*amin*
PS: Only GOD knows how much the two of u means to me.
Hope u'll like the pictures I took for U..
posted @ 10:12 AM
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August 4, 2006
A sweet advanced birthday suprise...
that view
where we sat
after dozens of unsuccessful attempts.. :)
posted @ 12:18 AM
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