November 29, 2005
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MOTHERCARE TRENDY BABES contest 2
voting is on from 21st of November until 4th December 2005
contestants with names starting with A-K
contestants with names starting with L-Z
My friend's niece is participating in this contest.Her name is Nadya.
If U find her cute and adorable, do vote for her...Go to the webpage provided above and click at ongoing contest Trendy Babes contest 2.
Voting is on until 9th December 2005.
You can vote one time per e-mail/child.
To vote click on the image of you favorite child and an automatic outlook express voting e-mail will appear. If your system does not support Outlook Express you may use any other e-mail system. Just make sure to mention the child's name in the subject field.
Spread the word around.
posted @ 10:30 AM
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I woke up this morning without the sounds of my handphone alarms...Cos Im not a working party as of today...
BUt instead, a phonecall from Sum1 I thought I would not hear off, I got the job after the 2nd interview last friday.. YEAHHHHHh Syukur Alhamdullilah
Its near Holland Rd, So anyone up for coffee??
Sigh of relief, I thought im not gonna clinch this post, even have plan further interviews down this week just in case...
Every setbacks is always replaced with better new beginnings.. :) As to my own beliefs, things always happen for a reason...
I will commence work next Monday, I hope at least I will further develop and enhance my teaching skills here. Gotta brush up my English Man!!! a lot of expatriates which meant even more cuter babies and children..heheh, all kids r cute laa actually..
Can't wait to start at a new environment!!!
N yeah I can't wait for that farewell party with the teachers, wherever it will be at!! :P
posted @ 10:12 AM
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Since the very start of yesterday, i just cant seem to wait for 5.30, which is the time to knock off..Bought some candies n chocs for each class...Specifically told them to pass to the kids on my behalf..Even on my very last day, the words on her mouth didnt change..Oh well, just agreed on laa..No mood or strength to squabble..I want to just enjoy my last few hours there to the max..
Kids r suddenly adorable, k1 kids whom i taught last yr gave me personalised cards which they duictated to their teacher what they want to tell me and she helped them to say the spelling of each words...As i read each card one by one, my tears welled up, one by one came n hugged me after giving me their card..then I burst out crying, Which I don't mean to..Promised myself not to cry in front of them..But yeah I did, My 3 yr old came over and asked why i was crying and went to take a tissue to wipe away my tears and gave me another hug...ok then came the k2s, among all approx 6 shed tears too, they whispered that they are going to miss me and That they luv me..
So i cried, then the kids cried, and so did the teachers.... I thought it was damn simple to walk away from a path that U carved for a couple of years, but it was Difficult....
As in yesterday, I will close a chapter of my life, But that doesnt mean that I will forget every single one of U..
Will be missing U aLL and Always Remember that U do have a place in my Heart..
*Muaackks*
FrenDships resides in the Heart, eventhough I may not see U everyday or talk to U every single minute..U know I am just a phonecall away..
posted @ 9:47 AM
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November 27, 2005
Tommorow will be my last day at work....The thought saddens me, to leave the kids, the dear teachers, parents whom have been supportive throughtout my 3 n half yrs there...What dissapoints me is this is the treatment i received after putting much hard effort in the past...
Oh well, its a matter of priciple of life...no matter how badly anyone treats U, let it be..God above is the fair one..To some, I may be an idiot to do what Im doing, where my dignity is concerned and the realisation that its time for me to move on...I may be a small pea, lose out cos im no rich kid but I believe what I have is moral values that this aint' right at all, having a beautiful soul matters... that's No way to treat a staff..days after days of confrontation made me realise It was Definitely a Personal Issue..As u told me God bless U, I pray the same 4 u...This whole ordeal shows me who truly cares and show concern over me and who just shrugss and push me away from my troubles..Im sorry to all if i've been a bitch or I ever did throw my temper around or said things that hurt..at anyone, anytime?...It may be an excuse, but I'm definitely not in the correct mind..wasnt coping well with what happened at first..needed medication to put me to sleep, Valium to be exact, had migraine attacks that numbs me from being able to function at all for a min or two in 2-3 hrs interval of each attack..But hell yeah, I have jolted up from my WEARY days..And shall look at what happened in a positive way...it's time for me to move on anyway, here Im damn stagnant and I hate that..Time for me get myself equipped with more skills to make a better educator.
Now I want to start afresh at a new centre, and if I have to work a extra mile or work harder, I would definitely go that far..What I aim to be is to learn from this pricey lesson, and make full use of it then it;s all worth it.
I'll make sure I'd be SOMEBODY someday, A professional educator not only validated by her qualifications or certificates but the level of knowledge and expereince...
Thanks for the constant moral support and the trust and beliefs that I'm not what I'm accused of..
U know who U are..
Let bygones be bygones....i shall now walk ahead and never turn around and look back..and take it just like another nightmare..I realised my deep thinker and analyst attitude are my weakness yet my strength too..I've pampered myself too much, will escape from stress and deep thoughts by planning for a trip but due to some constraints now, I can't go for one..not even a short getaway........ :(
Can a baddie just kidnap me and whisk me away to some island and leave me stranded there for a year..But i have some requests first, mst hv clothes, umbrella, a phone...what else yeah.. Then i just learn the survival skills..I'd be happy enough to be on an island all by myself or maybe I'll get too bored talking to myself..hehe...
posted @ 2:07 PM
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November 19, 2005
2 Know me well enough is 2 treasure me,
2 Treasure me, accept n respect me 4 what I am,
2 Accept me, accept my strength n weaknesses
N respect my individuality.
To those of U who hv pushed me,
Thank U coz without U i wouldnt hv fALLen
To those of U who laughed at me,
Thank U coz without U i woulnt hv cried
To those of U who jst coulnt Luv me or aCcept me 4 wat I am
Thank u coz without U i woulnt hv kNown the meAng of rEaL Luv
To those of U who hv hUrt my feELgs,
Thank U coz without U i woulnt hv felt dat bitter feelg
To those of u who leFt me Lonely,
Thank U coz without U i woulnt hv discoverd mYseLf
To those of U who had always been there 4 me thru my Gd n Bad tms & accept me 4 wat i am,
Thank U coz U light up my days
But it is to those of U who aLways thought i coulnt make it tHru
It is U i thank the mOst
Coz without U i woulnt hV tRied n B the person whom I am now
posted @ 10:18 PM
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Once I was afraid of the ending of things,
of school, of love, of friendship, a career
I would spend my days wondering and thinking
of how this change would change my life
I didn't want a change to begin
I didn't want my world to end
but as they say
all good things must end
and I learned to accept my fate
of the changes that occurred
and it made me strong
and it made me believe
I could be what I wanted to be
and all the things I thought I had lost
were found once again
and they made me believe
that every ending
starts a new beginning
better then anything before
because it has grown from inside you.
posted @ 9:01 PM
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November 18, 2005
Photograph by Nickelback >>>A song that describes my thoughts now.
Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
How did our eyes get so red,
and what the hell is on Joey's head.
And this is where I grew up,
I think the present owner fixed it up.
I never knew we ever went without,
the second floor was high for sneaking out.
And this is where I went to school,
most of the time had better things to do.
Criminal record says I broke in twice,
I must have done it half a dozen times.
I wonder if its too late,
should I go back and try to graduate.
Life's better now than it was back then,
if I was them I wouldn't let me in!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!
(Chorus)
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
We used to listen to the radio,
and sing along to every song we'd know.
We said someday we'd find out how it feels,
to sing to more than just the steering wheel.
Kim's the first girl I kissed,
I was so nervous that I nearly missed.
She's had a couple of kids since then,
I haven't seen her since god knows when!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!
(Chorus)
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
(Bridge)
I miss that town,
I can't believe it,
So hard to stay,
So hard to leave it.
If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing that would never change.
(Chorus)
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me...
Ps: Dear God, pls allow me to recollect all my inner strength to face this ordeal
calmly and srong enough 2 face these wicked money suckers B******..I'm at my wits end now!*Amin*
posted @ 1:22 PM
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November 12, 2005
I don't understand why biasedness & unfair treatment still exists in our "multicultural" society,
We are not that different, inside we're all the same,
We should not be judged by our religion or the color of our face,
But in fact on our strengths, capabilities and how much we can offer to the society,
Because in the end, we're all running this same race,
I wake up each day and I want to run away,
Away from this world of cruelty and shame,
And I think of the joy that our society could have,
If we all stop this madness and never forget that in God's eyes,
we are all the Same.
posted @ 7:28 PM
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November 10, 2005
It's been a while since I last updated...
Due to my limited internet access and heavy load of things to get done in the month of Nov..
Btw..Selamat Menyambut Aidilfitri To all the muslimin and muslimah..Sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa, tersinggung perasaan, ampun dan maaf diminta...Im no perfect angel so do pardon my sins..hehe
Finally, my internet's up and about now..Hopefully, It's for good...
Life's for me the past month was a major rollercoaster..N yeah It's been a bitch..Not only it tested my patience but also my tolerance levels..The past few days I even had 2 depend on panadols, my lavender oil n my pachelbel to put me to sleep. Been having sleepless nites and horrible Migraine n definitely Foul mood. I just wished justice could be served in a fair and orderly manner.Am I in due for a getaway?? If that'd help..
*I need stress management theraphy*
posted @ 9:54 PM
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